As my life as survivor of the but big C goes on I am once again on pins and needles about my appointments for a second opinion. Will I need another surgery? Will I have a mastectomy or a quadectomy? Who knows…
Having the MRI on Friday was not bad, I feel asleep in the machine who does that???lol So far the best MRI I have ever had by far. Now if the rest of this journey can be as easy. In a weird way I feel like I am cheating on my oncologist. I’ve been through so much with her and the staff it’s hard to break away from with similar to you. However, this is only a second opinion. And I meeting with both a oncologisy and a surgical breast oncologist.
The paperwork I have to fill out tonight was daunting, I felt like I was applying for college again. And we all know how that turned out lol. The sad thing was on the paperwork when they ask need a list on my surgeries I have had there wasn’t enough line space or me to list of them.
I am actually more scared now going to a The Cancer Institue of New Jersey at Robterwood Johnson then when I went to my oncologist the first time. I’m preparing myself to see what I can only imagine I had look like a year ago. At the time of treatment I never saw myself as being sick. Weird huh??? I always did my husband why didn’t anybody tell me I look like s*** ? Lol
So as my story goes tomorrow will be just another day of being poked and prodded and hopefully finding out exactly what is going on with me. Weither it will be nothing or it will be the back 2 the butcher shop for me.