I am finally here! The end of having my expanders getting filled. No more gigantic needles in my breasts every week!!! Thursday will mark one of the last fills I will have. I am currently at 900 CC’s, so only 50 to go! I feel that I am half way through this long, long journey, yippie!!!
However this does not come without some concerns.The first is, I am uneven. My left breast is bigger then the right by a lot. Two, I am afraid they are not big enough. Now I know what your thinking, ” how the hell can 950 not be enough?”. Well, when I had my mastectomy done, my one breast was 1600 cc’s. So what I have is half of what I had before. The actual implant that are going to be put in are 800cc’s.I just don’t get this numbers game! Why do I go 150cc’s bigger only to disappoint me with a set of ping pong balls I will call my breasts! Now Im not looking to be Pam Anderson, I just want my body to look balanced. I know there will be fat transfered by lipo(I have many places on my body to get that from lol). We can do a tissue transfer, but do I want to be cut up more?? And not to mention I still have not decided on what I want do about the nipples. So many choices to make!